I ADMIT IT

I admit it... I am not happy with the way things are rights now. How stupid was I think that what i have done or set out to accomplish, NOT FOR MYSELF, but for the good of all don't mean squat. Maybe it was because i was to abrasive and my manner, and how i set out to do things rubbed people off in the wrong way. But hey if only you saw it with unprejudiced eyes you will understand that in the end it is you who would have benefited from it all. Apparently my work ethic and behavior was not in accordance to what the standard is and not in conformity to how you have wanted me to act. I admit it... to some extent it may be my fault but the guilt is also in your hands. I plead innocent to whatever it is you deemed that i have done. After all i am just a human being and i also feel hurt and dejection more than you think i do.